fuck ya feelins

I don't owe him shit
I didn't ask for his help
I'm searching for heaven
But I'm living in hell
I never wanted him here
I didn't ask him to stay
You never asked for my opinion
It never mattered anyway
Fuck ya goddamn feelings
For years I've prayed and prayed
I'm the hero of my story
I don't need to be saved
Drinking codeine like water
I built my house up on cloud nine
Keep my lungs filled up with Kush
To escape the disease in my mind

i'm fighting a war

with an army of one 

less has become more

i'm already done

this body is empty

i am rotten to the core

nobody gives a shit about me

i'm gonna walk out the fucking door

i just want to be home

i want to feel okay

i am already gone

i need somewhere to stay