(bullet)ed

• i used to slit my fucking wrist
• some people can't tell where it hurts
• they can't ever calm down
• they can't ever stop howling
• where do you put your hands on somebody who hurts everywhere
• nobody prays for the sinner who needs it the most
• you were not the first one who was ever confused
• you were not the first one who was ever frightened
• you were not the first one who was ever sickened by human behavior
• what do you mean what do i mean
• don't do that don't tell me i'm not trying
• it was a sort of sad sickness
• i have known it too often
• today i had to remind myself to breathe
• i don't give a fuck about you
• i don't give a fuck about anything you do
• how empty did i have to be to chug a fifth of alcohol
• we are scared
• one in twelve of our friends will attempt suicide
• please don't leave me
• my parents didn't answer when i called for help
• i passed away on a sunday
• they were in church wearing their nice clothes
• they were praying to god about more important things
• these violent delights have violent ends
• violent ends
• violence
• ends
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